Monday's Mood

I have not many words today
only this one that describes
my mood, not actually a
mood but a state!

I know enough about managing moods or states to aim for one notch up.
Just depends on your low, mine being down there at the bottom.
I'm not going into the various reasons for my vulnerable state,
but my notch up has been to think of ways to create
without too much stress attached because at
present my stress threshold is very 'low'.

I came across this wire word I made over a decade ago,
which fits the feeling or state I have been experiencing lately,
I figure to use it as the beginning of something new,
a new creative way of expressing myself.
I don't know where this is going,
I only know I'm going to start ~>

and see where it takes me....