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Blurry

My trembling fingers
create artistic blurring
cloud's silver lining!





I have been unwell since before Christmas,
one of the symptoms was a loss of co-ordination and trembling hands,
the camera seemed too heavy for my fingers.
I'm glad to say the fog seems to be lifting,
once again I'm wielding my camera and more importantly
the desire to capture images and play with them has resurfaced!

Really my illness is becoming a little blurry too,
but because it was so severe losing about a stone in weight,
along with deep anxiety about the diagnosis of the scary tests
I want to remember all the painful details because some life affirming messages/changes have occurred,
an awakening of sorts!



Comments

Unknown said…
that your fog is clearing makes my heart lift!
Such intense and scary times dear Sue... Am glad that it seems to be lifting, and that you are able to get back to what you love - creating with your camera! Am excited to hear that you were able to extract some life affirming messages through all this! Interesting how illness can work that way - opens us in a way that we didn't know could happen... Let's hope you are moving through this to health again! BE well!
suzanne said…
i am glad to hear that this difficult time for you may be lifting some...sending you much light.

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