As humans we want to put rhyme and reason into our experience of existence
for we are made thinking and feeling beings, and to think there is no reason, well this is absurd and unreasonable...
But when pain enters the scenario and particularly your own dear one's excruciating pain that will not go away day after day week after week then all wise words of connection to the Divine are challenged, you are left with an emptiness, confusion and overwhelm...
You may find yourself despising your words of wisdom, even the words of poets and mystics which once soothed now may take on a hollow tone.
I keep clutching at my thoughts in desperation for the reason, they tell me it is all part of the universal unfolding, for lesson learning, my edification.
I tell you I haven't got it yet! And, I must carry on along the path for I have no choice...
But still I cannot deny the 'awesome' in everyday, the million facets of beauty sparkling out from all directions of heaven and earth, bombarding my senses, shouting out the reason beyond reason, evident in the depth and breadth of love, the gifts galore in creation and kind hearts ~ I am forever grateful.
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so much Love and Light sent to you and your across the vast lands and oceans that are between us...I know you can feel it
♥&heart;♥
perhaps it's the greatest spiritual challenge/experience. my own suffering i can accept, but that of loved ones?
what stops me in my tracks is hearing/seeing the ones are experiencing the suffering be more at peace, or more accepting, than us the bystanders. that has to mean something.
So much truth in your words, my heart aches for you and honors you in your strength. And so much wisdom and love in these comments there isn't much more that I can add, other than sending love, prayers, and peace....
xoxox
holding you close every moment of every day. i am here for you dear sue. perhaps a phone call?
do let me know, i would love to hear your voice.
xoxo