Yesterday was full of colour,
today feels more like all shades of grey.
Not complaining though, these days have their turn, it is part of who I am?
Like this self-portrait, I'm not sure which version of me I am today?
Feeling vulnerable, uneasy, chatter going on in my head.
I noticed too there are little pieces of me missing
in the image, that's exactly how I feel,
missing pieces not knowing what?
A well used phrase comes to mind -
"you are enough", a gentle affirming reminder
to myself to just be with it all, yet
the feelings persist. I feel like I'm
too much for myself today!
But, tomorrow is tomorrow,
a brand new day,
most likely a different
version of me will come to the fore,
the Susan I have come to know so well,
the Susan who is mostly consistent these days,
she is still there among all the chatter, she listens,
she assures saying hush hush, all is well.
Intention ~ practice being, accepting, being kind to self in all seasons,
the blacks, the greys and every colour between.